MY HEARTS' VOIX

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Sometimes, we are looking for HAPPINESS with other people

that we thought who could make us really happy.

but we never realize that the FAMILY we have was enough to

feel the HAPPINESS that we always wanted. :))

LYRICS:

I should've known about it

I shouldn't have tricked myself I should not have fell into

such a deep hole made up of lies

And yet, here I stand without you right here

I wish I had ran away

I wish I had ignored it

I wish I had never saw

I wish that I had never known

So that I would not hurt like this today

Without a word, you showed me what love was like

Without a word, I gladly fell for your act

I did not step back to consider what you want

And now I'm left without a word

Without a word, you left this love feeling lost

Without a word, you have changed

its meaning, oh I used to wish on stars for you and me

But then you left me dangling,

so Now I'm lost without words

I wish I had ran away

I wish I had ignored it

I wish I had never saw

I wish that I had never known

So that I would not hurt like this today

Without a word, my tears keep on falling down

Without a word, my heart keeps on getting torn

**i was hooked by the Korean Drama entitled "You're Beautiful" and one of its OST. thats why i made this. hope you like it!! :))

MUSIC! I really LIKE MUSIC! The photo above is my guitar and piles of song hits.

I really love that i wont end up a day without hearing any song.

Listening to the music makes me relax. I love those songs with very meaningful

lyrics especially when i can relate with the lyrics of a song.

Every time i feel so sad and thinking so hard about my failures and heartaches

in life, all i wanna do is LISTEN to the MUSIC.

Sometimes, whenever i'm alone i'll just grab a microphone and sing as loud as

i can. Not thinking if I'm disturbing anyone else. ^_^.

But MUSIC as well reminds me of someone really important to me.

Almost three years ago, when someone came to my life and MUSIC made us one.

But unfortunately, FATE was against with our HEARTBEATS.

That SPECIAL SOMEONE and I we're just part of our own MEMORIES now.

MUSIC makes me feel SAD but at the same time

MUSIC knows how to make me feel BETTER. ^_^

In loving memories of Anselmo "Nonoy" Arellano.

A MAN that was so FUNNY, so KIND and very RESPONSIBLE. He provided HIS FAMILY.

A MAN with DIGNITY. A GREAT FATHER and a GOOD HUSBAND to his wife. A very special

person to me though he's not truly my father, he undoubtedly treated me as one of

his daughter. He's the father of my special someone and for almost two years,

i became close to her family. Until "TATAY" died last year of October.

We're very sad for what happened but nothing we could do. Just a few months ago,

my special someone and I broke up. Before we broke up, "TATAY" showed up to my

dream and hugged me so tight. I woke up with tears in my eyes. I never thought that

it was a hug of comfort. "TATAY" knew that we will going to broke up.

It was really hard for me back then but i have to accept the fact.

I have to stay away from my special someone not to forget all about her and her

family but to learn to LIVE WITHOUT her. But despite of what happened to us, I'm

very thankful that I've got the chance to know and get along with her and her

family. I'm very thankful because they gave me a second family.

All the HURT that I FELT for what happened to my special

someone was NOTHING compared to LOVE, CARE and ACCEPTANCE that they given me.I will

never ever forget you "TATAY". You know how much i love you and your family. I

will always treasure you in my heart.

we need to feel more to understand others..we need to love more to be loved back.

we need to cry more to cleanse ourselves..we need to laugh more to enjoy ourselves..

we need to estalish the values of honesty and fairness when interacting with people.

we need to establish a strong ethical basis as a way of life..

we need to see more other than our own little fantasies..we need to hear more

and listen to the needs of others..

we need to give more and take less.we need to share more and own less.

we need to realize more the importance of family as a backbone to stability.

we need to look more and realize that we are not so different from one another..

we need to creat a world where we can all perfectly live the life we choose..

we need to create world where we can trust each other..

I love being with my sisters. Every time we have free time, we spend time together

watching movies, swimming, chit chatting anything under the sun, picture taking,and

eating!! that's our bonding. I really had fun every time i'm with them. and i am

very thankful that God gave me SISTERS like them. I am always thankful!

A lost love is never lost unless what's lost is the love for your lover.

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Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face,

but those that fall from the heart that cover the soul.

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One of the hardest thing you'll ever have to do

is to let someone you didn't love him anymore but you have to.

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Letting go has never been easy and holding on can be as difficult.

yet, strength measured not by holding on but by letting go.

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It's hard to end love with someone but its harder to continue loving someone

when it is not the same love you started with.

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Sometimes change is whats best, letting your heart break and learning how to cope.

please forgive a heart that fought for what it wanted and it wanted FREEDOM

♥♥♥




Pansin mo ba ang pagbabago?

Di matitigan ang iyong mga mata

Tila di na nananabik

Sa iyong yakap at halik

Sana'y malaman mo

Hindi sinasadya

Kung ang nais ko ay maging Malaya

Chorus:

Di lang ikaw

Di lang ikaw ang nahihirapan

Damdamin ko rin ay naguguluhan

Di lang ikaw

Di lang ikaw ang nababahala

Bulong ng isip wag kang pakawalan

Ngunit puso ko ay kailangan kang iwan

Pansin mo ba ang nararamdaman

Di na tayo magkaintindihan

Tila hindi na maibabalik

Tamis ng yakap at halik

Maaring tama ka lumalamig ang pagsinta

Sana'y malaman mong di ko sinasadya

*Repeat Chorus

Bridge:

Di hahayaang habang buhay kang saktan

Di sasayangin ang iyong panahon

Ikaw ay magiging Masaya

Sa yakap at sa piling ng iba

*Repeat Chorus

Sometimes we just have to let go of someone who matters most to us not

because we have to but its the right thing to do being put into such situation.

We cant force him/her to love us neither beg them to stay if they would really want

to go away from us.Thats how MATURE LOVE works right??? we just have to be happy

for the ones we love even if there happiness would mean US NOT BEING INCLUDED IN IT.

♥♥♥

The ENd of LOVE is not the END of LIFE --- but a begining of an understanding that

leaves us a very important lesson... =)

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Everything happens for a reason...and maybe somethings just have to end in order

for us to pave way to the other aspects of our life that we missed to worked out

and enjoy with. Letting go and moving on are thing that aren't easy. but there's no

short cut. we have to undergo its processes for us to grow a more mature and

stronger person...a better US).

♥♥♥



"The Art Of Letting Go Lyrics"

OOOOOOHhhhhhhhhh

Put away the pictures.

Put away the memories.

I put over and over

Through my tears

I've held them till I'm blind

They kept my hope alive

As if somehow that I'd keep you here

Once you believed in a love forever more?

How do you leave it in a drawer?

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all

Unchain my heart that's holding on

How do I start to live my life alone?

Guess I'm just learning,

Learning the art of letting go.

Try to say it's over

Say the word goodbye.

But each time it catches in my throat

Your still here in me

And I can't set you free

So I hold on to what I wanted most

Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more

Wish I could open up that door

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all

Unchain my heart that's holding on

How do I start to live my life alone?

Guess I'm just learning,

Learning the art of letting go

Watching us fade

What can I do?

But try to make it through

the pain of one more day

Without you

Where do I start, to live my life alone?

I guess I'm learning, only learning,

Learning the art of letting go.

ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

sometimes the art of letting go opens a door to realize how much you still care for

that person. but the saddest part of that is, you let go not because you wanted

to but because he wants you too. and theres nothing you can do,

but to grant that wish..:(




IS IT OVER LYRICS:

Lately, you and I haven't been talking

Lately, you and I were not connecting for real

You seem so far away distant and lost in a haze

Lately I've been doing much thinking

Wondrin' if it's a phase that you're going through

My love is here to stay but you are drifiting away

[Chorus]

Tell me

Is it over now

Between you and me

Is it time to let go now

And set our hearts free

Is it over now

Between you and me

If love's gone away

Baby please just tell me

Forever, didn't we promise we'd stay

Never, to go on our sep'rate ways

I need to hear you say this is the end of our days

[repeat Chorus]

Tell me

Is it over now

Between you and me

Is it time to let go now

And set our hearts free

Is it over now

Between you and me

If love's gone away

If your heart's flown away

If love's gone away

Baby please just tell me

what you said is very true. at first it is so overwhelming,

the pain is so drowning. but as soon as you get over it, a different,

stronger person comes out... and looking back, you're glad it happened.

♥♥♥

no matter how hard,how hurt we feel we always wanted to fall over again.

we choose to feel the pain in so many times rather lose the one we love.

♥♥♥

when something is over,it can never start again.when its broken,

you can never put back the pieces again. life is not the way you want it to be.

♥♥♥

deleting someone's memories from our mind is easy.

but erasing in our hearts the mark of that someone that we used to love is another

story. the mind remembers the pains. but the heart remembers the joys of loving &

being loved and it shall stay forever.

♥♥♥



I Fall All Over Again Lyrics:

I can’t belive we met like this

Is it just coincidence

I had a feeling I’d be seeing you again

Your every bit as beautiful as the last time we met

When you told me, you were leaving, and going back to him

How I wish that I could tell you, it’s all in the past

But I was never good at lying, and baby since you asked

I don’t want to hear that song again from the night we first met

I don’t want to hear you wispering, things I’d rather forget

I don’t want to look into your eyes, cause you know what happens next

We’ll be making love and than

I fall all over again.

I can’t begin to tell you, just how sorry I am

That the man you built your dreams around, just broke your heart again

I think I know the feeling

Cause I once loved you so much

That I swore I’d rather die than live a day without your touch

If I held you in my arms you know, I’d never let you go

But this ain’t the time or place to get emotional

I don’t want to hear that song again, from the night we first met

I don’t want to hear you wispering, things I’d rather forget

I don’t want to look into your eyes, cause you know what happens next

We’ll be making love and than

I’d fall all over again

I was crying when you kissed me

Than you walked out that door,

Ohhh

You were always sucha mystery

I still dream we’re making love

Than I stop myself because

I don’t want to hear that song again, from the night we first met

I don’t want to hear you whispering, things I’d rather forget

I don’t want to look into your eyes cause you know what happens next

We’ll be making love and than

I’d fall all over again

I fall all over again

it's hard to say goodbye to the man you've treasured a lot.

but you can never teach a man to love you the way you want to be love.

losing him is a reason. happiness is a choice.

time will come that all wounds will be healed...and all pains will gone.

i realized those pains that passed by and my world should not go through around you

because life is so short and the promises that we kept are really made to be

broken....



I LOVE YOU, GOODBYE LYRICS:

Wish I could be the one

the one who could give you love

The kind of a love you really need

Wish I could say to you

that I'll always stay with you

But baby that's not me...

*You need someone,

willing to give the heart and soul to you,

Promise you forever...

But baby that's something I can't do...

CHORUS:
Oh, I could say that I'll be all you need but that would be a lie

I know I'll only hurt you, I know I'll only make you cry.. I'm not the one you're

needing... I LOVE YOU GOODBYE...

I hope someday you can

find some way to understand,

I'm only doing this for you

I don't really wanna go

But deep in my heart, I know,

This is the kindest thing to do...

*Can't find someone,

who'll be the one that I could never be,

And give you something better...

Than the love you find with me...

(Repeat CHORUS)

BRIDGE:

Leaving someone

when you love someone,

It is the hardest thing to do...

When you love someone,

as much as I love you...

Oh I don't wanna leave you,

Baby it tears me up inside...

But i'll never be the one you're needing...

I LOVE YOU GOODBYE....

CODA:

Baby, It's never gonna work out...

I LOVE YOU GOODBYE....

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in times of JOY and GLADNESS.

in times of GRIEF and SADNESS.

TRUE FRIENDS string along your way.

they brighten life everyday.

rare friends with FAITHFUL HEARTS.

rare are they with HELPFUL HANDS.

TRUE FRIENDS are hard to find, indeed.

they who come in times of need.

FRIENDS that come, they will go.

but OLD FRIENDS are BETTER than new.

they are already seasoned.tasted to be FAITHFUL and TRUE.

To realize the value of ONE YEAR.

Ask a student who has failed his final exam.

To realize the value of ONE MONTH.

Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize the value of ONE WEEK.

Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize the value of ONE DAY.

Ask a daily wage laborer who has ten kids to feed.

To realize the value of ONE HOUR.

Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of ONE MINUTE.

Ask a person who has missed the train.

To realize the value of ONE SECOND.

Ask a person who has survived an accident.

To realize the value of ONE MILLISECOND.

Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.

Tomorrow is never guaranteed.

Treasure and cherish every moment you have!!

you may not be her first, her last or her only.

she loved before,she may love again.but if she loves you now,

what else matters?

she's not perfect-you aren't either.

and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh,

cause you to think twice and admit to being human and making mistakes.

hold onto her and give the best that you can.

she may not be thinking of you every second of the day

but she will give you a part of her that she knows she can break - her heart.

so don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze

and don't expect more than she can give.

smile when she makes you happy.

let her know when she makes you mad. and miss her when she's not there.

A butcher watching over his shop is really surprised when he saw a dog coming inside the shop.

He shoos him away but later the dog is back again. So he goes over to the dog and notices he has a note on

his mouth. He takes the note and it reads, "Can i have 1 sauceges and a leg of lamb, please?" the dog has

money in his mouth as well. the butcher looks inside and look and behold, there is a ten dollar note there.

So he takes the money and puts the sauceges and lamb in the bag, placing it in the dogs mouth.

The butcher is so impressed. And since its about closing time, he decides to shut up the shop and follow the

dog. So off he goes. the dog is walking down the street when he comes to a level crossing.

The dog puts down the bag, jumps up and press the button. Then he waits patiently, bag in mouth, for the lights

to turn. They do and he walks across the road with the butcher following him. The dog then comes to a bus

stop and start looking at timetable. The butcher is in awe at this stage.

The dog checks at the time and then sits on one of the seats provided. Along comes a bus, the dog walks

around to the front, looks at the number and goes back to his seat. Another bus comes. again, the dog

goes and loos at the number, notices it's the right bus and climbs on. The butcher by now, open mouthed

follows him into the bus. The bus travels through the town and out into the suburbs. The dog looking at the

scenery. eventually he gets up and moves to the front of the bus. he stands on the back paws and pushes the

button to stop the bu. Then he goes off, is groceries still in is mouth. Well, dog and butcher are walking along

the road and then the dog turns into a house. He walks up the path, takes a big run and throw himself against

the door. He goes back down the path, runs up to the door again and throw himself against it.
 
There's no answer at the house, so the dog goes back the path, jumps up on an narrow wall and walks along

the perimeter of the garden. He gets to the window and beats his head against it several times, walks back,

jump off and waits at the door. The butcher watches as a big guy opens the door and start abusing the dog,

kicking him and punching him and swearing at him. The butcher runs up and stops the guy. "what in heavens

name are you doing? The dog is a genius. He could be on TV for the life of me!"

To which the guy responds: "you call this clever? This is the second time this week that this stupid dog has

forgotten his key!"

REFLECTION:

Looks like some people will never be satisfied with what they have....

We shouldn't worry about being able to achieve our dreams, as long as we have the
desire to do it! ~ Coby

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When a guy gets flustered because someone calls him weak, it's proof that he
recognizes he IS weak. Let the outcome determine the weak and the strong."
~ Don Krieg

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History may reoccur, but humans could never go back to the past.
~Nico Robin

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Your honor isn´t worth your life
~ RedHair Shanks

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When I decided to follow my dream I had already discarded my life.
~Roronoa Zoro

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Being Alone Hurts worse than pain
~Luffy

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When do you think people die? When they are shot through the heart by the bullet of
a pistol? No. When they are ravaged by an incurable disease? No. When they drink a
soup made from a poisonous mushroom!? No! It's when... they are forgotten.
~ Dr. Hiriluk

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People don't fear god, fear itself is god.
~Enel

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Weakness is a sin.
~Crocodile

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Inherited Will, the Destiny of the Age, the Dreams of its People. As long as people
continue to pursue the meaning of freedom, these things will never cease.
~ Gol D. Roger

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A Sword that can cut anything is not a sword.
A Sword that can cut nothing can cut anything.
~Koshiro, Roronoa Zoro's teacher

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DYING IS NOT REPAYING A DEBT!!! THAT'S NOT WHAT HE SAVED YOU FOR!!! ONLY WEAK MEN
WOULD DIE AFTER SOMEONE SPARED THEIR LIVES!!!
~Monkey D. Luffy

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Sogeking: Do you want to know where the Island of Snipers is?
Chopper and Luffy: Yes! Where?
Sogeking: ......In your heart

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Just shut up with your god crap, already!!! What kind of GOD.
CAN'T SAVE A SINGLE DAMN THING??!!
~Monkey D. Luffy

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I've been traveling this sea for so many years...However, me being a skeleton and
having no shadow are two unrelated matters.
~Brooke

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You may be alone at this moment. but someday you'll find your own nakama.
nakama that will protect you. no one is born in this world being completely ALONE.
~Saulo

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When you are happy, LAUGH. which also means that if you laugh, you'll become HAPPY.
~ Saulo

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They say your very existence is a crime, but no matter what weapon you hold that
alone is never a crime. IT'S NEVER A CRIME TO EXIST.
~Franky

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Why did he smile...? Why? Did he know he would be saved? No. In that instant, he
must have understood that his life was going to end. Death. He accepted it. He was
fully prepared for it and smiled.
~Smoker

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You think risking your own life is enough? Try risking our lives along with yours!
WE'RE YOUR FRIENDS!
~Luffy

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I'm always afraid that if i run. i'll leave sometjing important from behind.
~Fire Fist Ace

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When your friend is having a hard time. You should be there for him.
~Usopp

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Maybe nothing in this world happens by accident. As everything happens for a reason, our destiny slowly takes form.
~Rayleigh

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goodbye for now. i have to stay away from you now. thanks for all the memories that we've made together.

thanks for giving me such love and family that i'll surely never forget. i'm not doing this because i want to forget all

things about you. i'm doing this because i have to learn to live without you.....

i know that someday i'll get used to the fact that were not together anymore. and maybe we wont ever again.


i know that love will never leave.


there are so many precious moments and wonderful times to ever try to forget.


and i just want you to know that i will always remember that for the rest of my days.
 
how you helped me find some... happiness and some truths and how you opened some beautiful doors.

i'll never forget how good it was to share a part of my life with you.

i'll never forget the loved that i shared with you.

you came to me by surprise and i surely never ever forget that. thank you for letting me in in your life.

THANK YOU!!!

im here alone in a corner. in a place whereonly darkness is you could see. no one is here. no one wants to be with me.

i am longing for someone. someone who would be willing to stay with me. somone who would be mine for a lifetime. and will accept me for who i was.

i am seeking for love. love that will make me feel happy and contented. happines that i could've never imagine that i will feel. contented that i will never wish to end.

i am craving for unconditional care. a care that i will never expect to be given to me. a care that i'd love to be felt everytime. a care that i will feel through my heart.

until now, i am still longing, seeking and craving for that kind of love, happiness, acceptance and care. but then, it never come to me. im tired. and all i can do is to ask myself. until when will i have to hope and expect?

-06-12-10-
-20:08-
by: jjen

It was 27th day of February when we went to Baguio. I was just invited with my friend's sister named Jasmine because they already bought the ticket but one of their friend back out to come along. So i am the one that they invited. From Batangas, we travel around eight in the morning that day to Manila to meet Ate Jasmines' friends that will come along with us. Twelve in the afternoon when we arrived at Victory Liners terminal and we just have one hour to take our lunch before our trip to Baguio. When we're all done eating, we took our way there. It took almost seven hours and we are there! Ate Jasmine had a friend there who fetched us in the terminal to guide us to see the transient house where we're going to stay in two nights and two days. Our trip was very tiring that's why we decided to take a rest after we ate our dinner. We woke up exactly four in the morning so that we could visit many places. It was so cold and we don't have hot water to take a bath but we dont have any choice but to take a bath with very cold water. After we survived in that, our first stop was Burnham Park. It was nice there because you can see a lot of people. Some are olds that taking there daily exercise, some are just like us that visits there to see the beauty of Baguio and a lot of vendors because it's there celebration of Flower Festival the next day. We tried also their special "strawberry taho". And we really enjoyed its sweetness. I just noticed that they sell "strawberry taho" eventhough its already afternoon and evening.
As we walked along there, we also tooked some pictures in every step that we take. Then we ate our lunch first before we go to our next stop, the Mines View Park. We have to ride before we could go there. We decided to go there because it was near with the other parks not like the PMA. Before we enter the Mines View Park, we bought a lot of souvenirs and "pasalubongs" that we could bring home. The prices are very cheap that's why we bought a lot of things and food. And then, we straight ahead in Mines View Park. There are also a lot of people. We also took pictures with the custumes of igorots clothes, with the pink horse and the biggest dog in the Philippines. And our last stop for that day was The Mansion. We're not allow to enter the building that's why we just look far from the front of the The Mansion. After a very long and tiring day, we went home to rest.
We woke up early again and take a bath with very very cold water again. Then we straight ahead in Session Road where the parade will going to start. It was hard for us to find a nice place because people are there already. Some of them slept there last night just to have nice place to watch the parade. Then the parade started. We saw a lot of floats with diffrent styles and themes but is was all made of different flowers. There are also many celebreties. It was so fun. After the parade we attended the mass in the nearest church in that street. Then we went also in Lourdes Groto. There, we prayed that we had a very fun and nice visit and we wished to visit there again some other time. Then we went home to packed are things and ready ourselves to travel again back here in Batangas.

Our Memories in City of Pines

My peers and family call me "Jen" and I'm also comfortable with that name.
I'm a shy type of person but once you got the chance to get along with me, you'll know what i'm talking about. Start up the conversation and and i'll be the one to continue, whether with sense or not? no problem, i can ride on it. They say that I'm bubbly but in a nice way.
I believe that i should be mature enough to control some things and handle some tough situations right.
I dont believe in the saying " First impression last." You cant just judge other people with what you only see physically. It is the way you know people well as time goes by that you're together.
I'm a good listener.
I can't say that I'm a good friend but i love my friends even though it's not really seen because I'm not expressive person.
I'm just happy everytime someone trust me with their tough secrets and share their different situations and i assure myself to hide it with all my might.
I am adventorous person. I want to go along with my friends and travel in other places that we really dont know. For me, it is really exciting and very nice experience.
I love music and songs that have meaningful lyrics.
I love green.! i dont why but i just really like it.
I hate LEAVING and GOODBYES. I just dont like the feeling of being alone and lonely.
I haven't really experience life. I believe that life is incomplete when love is absent and I am not yet whole complete due to this. I am a person of dignity, integrity and honor. As a being of these traits, the person I shall love forever is that who will be my treasure, one that I shall place on my pedestal, not to be worshipped but adored. One to be loved, not to be abused in all terms of other people personality. One to be a part of myself, a part of personality but not as the extent of my wholeness. And lastly, one whom I shall love with all my heart as long as I exist.