It's been a while since "that" situation happened. I was HURT, i ADMIT. Seeing the one you love for a very long time and your FRIEND happy together, i felt like a knife was stuck on my heart that i can't remove it. Blood keeps on flowing. I've witnessed how they love each other and i can't do anything but to feel happy for them. And how i wish that WE became friends in a different way. Not connected with the one i love. :( But as i witness the glow in their eyes, pain slowly disappeared. Yea! I was HURT but not enough to broke my heart AGAIN. Maybe, just maybe that's because I've suffered a lot from PAIN. I've LEARNED how to ENDURE any kind of PAIN. Those sufferings I had in my LIFE gave me LESSONS that I have to give more for my self for me to FEEL HAPPINESS.
