“Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.”
MY GOOD FRIEND
REACH FOR THE SKY
SHAKESPEARE IN LOVE (jen and bhuri version)
This my very good friend "Bhuri" and I singing "Shakespeare In Love". I want to share this video to everyone who visits and who will visit my site. This video shows the friendship we have all through out. when we are together, we find time to make a video of our favorite songs. And this song is one of our favorite. This past few months, we haven't seen each other because we have our private reasons :). I really miss the times that we are together, just doing crazy things, singing in a videoke room at Sm Quantum and taking lots of pictures together. We have separate lives now, but still we know to our selves that we missed each other and that we are in each others heart.
ORDINARY to EXTRAORDINARY
--i am just an ORDINARY person who loves to make EXTRAORDINARY THINGS. :)
MEMORABLE LINES FROM MOVIES and KOREAN DRAMAS
When victory wasn't applauded by his friends. when his friends can't be truly happy and they can't even smile. his heart has already become empty.
--dream high
If there's an obstacle, cross it. and that obstacle will become a bridge.
-dream high
Get out of your depression and escape the darkness.
-dream high
Theres no ugly person in this world. only lazy ones.
-Dream High
MUSIC is the common language of the world.
-Dream high
The process of accomplishing a dream is very enjoyable.
-Dream high
Never argue with a fool because they will lower you to their level and then beat you with their experience.
-3 idiots
Follow EXCELLENCE and SUCCESS will CHASE YOU. Aal Izz Well.
-3 idiots
I am your HOME. a HOME that always exists no matter when you come back. It is here when you're tired of playing and when you're tired after crying.
-playful kiss
When you are happy, make others happy too. if you are happy, let others be happy too.
-playful kiss
Love can win everything especially FEAR.
-crazy little thing called love
Give good answers to all bad questions.
-My Princess
Fight for your self when you think no one was there to protect you and everyone is trying to hurt you.
-My Princess Episode 10
Having no one to protect me.... im used to it...
-My Pricess episode 7
3 idiots
"FOLLOW EXCELLENCE and SUCCESS WILL CHASE YOU"
This line from the movie "3 IDIOTS" keeps on my mind. Even the whole story on this movie gave me such knowledge about life. NO, i must say that the whole story gave me the TRUE MEANING of LIFE. It's not about how WITTY you are in studying. It's about how we ENJOY LIFE while you are LEARNING. It's not about how GOOD you are in TEACHING others. It's about how OTHERS LEARN from you even when your not saying anything. It's not about PROVING how GOOD PERSON you are. It's about how you TOUCHED others LIFE by BEING SIMPLY YOU. Many of us making the BEST of what we can just to IMPRESS everyone, just to be an EXTRAORDINARY PERSON. But we must not FORGOT that being an ORDINARY PERSON makes you an EXTRAORDINARY PERSON. This lessons I've learned will always be on my mind and i will surely share this to everyone. :)
NOT SAD nor HAPPY
It's been a while since "that" situation happened. I was HURT, i ADMIT. Seeing the one you love for a very long time and your FRIEND happy together, i felt like a knife was stuck on my heart that i can't remove it. Blood keeps on flowing. I've witnessed how they love each other and i can't do anything but to feel happy for them. And how i wish that WE became friends in a different way. Not connected with the one i love. :( But as i witness the glow in their eyes, pain slowly disappeared. Yea! I was HURT but not enough to broke my heart AGAIN. Maybe, just maybe that's because I've suffered a lot from PAIN. I've LEARNED how to ENDURE any kind of PAIN. Those sufferings I had in my LIFE gave me LESSONS that I have to give more for my self for me to FEEL HAPPINESS.
WITHOUT WORDS(my version)
LYRICS:
I should've known about it
I shouldn't have tricked myself I should not have fell into
such a deep hole made up of lies
And yet, here I stand without you right here
I wish I had ran away
I wish I had ignored it
I wish I had never saw
I wish that I had never known
So that I would not hurt like this today
Without a word, you showed me what love was like
Without a word, I gladly fell for your act
I did not step back to consider what you want
And now I'm left without a word
Without a word, you left this love feeling lost
Without a word, you have changed
its meaning, oh I used to wish on stars for you and me
But then you left me dangling,
so Now I'm lost without words
I wish I had ran away
I wish I had ignored it
I wish I had never saw
I wish that I had never known
So that I would not hurt like this today
Without a word, my tears keep on falling down
Without a word, my heart keeps on getting torn
**i was hooked by the Korean Drama entitled "You're Beautiful" and one of its OST. thats why i made this. hope you like it!! :))
MUSIC FROM WITH-IN
MUSIC! I really LIKE MUSIC! The photo above is my guitar and piles of song hits.
I really love that i wont end up a day without hearing any song.
Listening to the music makes me relax. I love those songs with very meaningful
lyrics especially when i can relate with the lyrics of a song.
Every time i feel so sad and thinking so hard about my failures and heartaches
in life, all i wanna do is LISTEN to the MUSIC.
Sometimes, whenever i'm alone i'll just grab a microphone and sing as loud as
i can. Not thinking if I'm disturbing anyone else. ^_^.
But MUSIC as well reminds me of someone really important to me.
Almost three years ago, when someone came to my life and MUSIC made us one.
But unfortunately, FATE was against with our HEARTBEATS.
That SPECIAL SOMEONE and I we're just part of our own MEMORIES now.
MUSIC makes me feel SAD but at the same time
MUSIC knows how to make me feel BETTER. ^_^
A REPARTEE FOR "TATAY"
In loving memories of Anselmo "Nonoy" Arellano.
A MAN that was so FUNNY, so KIND and very RESPONSIBLE. He provided HIS FAMILY.
A MAN with DIGNITY. A GREAT FATHER and a GOOD HUSBAND to his wife. A very special
person to me though he's not truly my father, he undoubtedly treated me as one of
his daughter. He's the father of my special someone and for almost two years,
i became close to her family. Until "TATAY" died last year of October.
We're very sad for what happened but nothing we could do. Just a few months ago,
my special someone and I broke up. Before we broke up, "TATAY" showed up to my
dream and hugged me so tight. I woke up with tears in my eyes. I never thought that
it was a hug of comfort. "TATAY" knew that we will going to broke up.
It was really hard for me back then but i have to accept the fact.
I have to stay away from my special someone not to forget all about her and her
family but to learn to LIVE WITHOUT her. But despite of what happened to us, I'm
very thankful that I've got the chance to know and get along with her and her
family. I'm very thankful because they gave me a second family.
All the HURT that I FELT for what happened to my special
someone was NOTHING compared to LOVE, CARE and ACCEPTANCE that they given me.I will
never ever forget you "TATAY". You know how much i love you and your family. I
will always treasure you in my heart.
HOW LONG DOES A HEART STAY BROKEN?
we need to feel more to understand others..we need to love more to be loved back.
we need to cry more to cleanse ourselves..we need to laugh more to enjoy ourselves..
we need to estalish the values of honesty and fairness when interacting with people.
we need to establish a strong ethical basis as a way of life..
we need to see more other than our own little fantasies..we need to hear more
and listen to the needs of others..
we need to give more and take less.we need to share more and own less.
we need to realize more the importance of family as a backbone to stability.
we need to look more and realize that we are not so different from one another..
we need to creat a world where we can all perfectly live the life we choose..
we need to create world where we can trust each other..
FUN TO BE WITH MY SISTERS
I love being with my sisters. Every time we have free time, we spend time together
watching movies, swimming, chit chatting anything under the sun, picture taking,and
eating!! that's our bonding. I really had fun every time i'm with them. and i am
very thankful that God gave me SISTERS like them. I am always thankful!
DI LANG IKAW
A lost love is never lost unless what's lost is the love for your lover.
♥♥♥
Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face,
but those that fall from the heart that cover the soul.
♥♥♥
One of the hardest thing you'll ever have to do
is to let someone you didn't love him anymore but you have to.
♥♥♥
Letting go has never been easy and holding on can be as difficult.
yet, strength measured not by holding on but by letting go.
♥♥♥
It's hard to end love with someone but its harder to continue loving someone
when it is not the same love you started with.
♥♥♥
Sometimes change is whats best, letting your heart break and learning how to cope.
please forgive a heart that fought for what it wanted and it wanted FREEDOM
♥♥♥
Pansin mo ba ang pagbabago?
Di matitigan ang iyong mga mata
Tila di na nananabik
Sa iyong yakap at halik
Sana'y malaman mo
Hindi sinasadya
Kung ang nais ko ay maging Malaya
Chorus:
Di lang ikaw
Di lang ikaw ang nahihirapan
Damdamin ko rin ay naguguluhan
Di lang ikaw
Di lang ikaw ang nababahala
Bulong ng isip wag kang pakawalan
Ngunit puso ko ay kailangan kang iwan
Pansin mo ba ang nararamdaman
Di na tayo magkaintindihan
Tila hindi na maibabalik
Tamis ng yakap at halik
Maaring tama ka lumalamig ang pagsinta
Sana'y malaman mong di ko sinasadya
*Repeat Chorus
Bridge:
Di hahayaang habang buhay kang saktan
Di sasayangin ang iyong panahon
Ikaw ay magiging Masaya
Sa yakap at sa piling ng iba
*Repeat Chorus
THE ART OF LETTING GO
Sometimes we just have to let go of someone who matters most to us not
because we have to but its the right thing to do being put into such situation.
We cant force him/her to love us neither beg them to stay if they would really want
to go away from us.Thats how MATURE LOVE works right??? we just have to be happy
for the ones we love even if there happiness would mean US NOT BEING INCLUDED IN IT.
♥♥♥
The ENd of LOVE is not the END of LIFE --- but a begining of an understanding that
leaves us a very important lesson... =)
♥♥♥
Everything happens for a reason...and maybe somethings just have to end in order
for us to pave way to the other aspects of our life that we missed to worked out
and enjoy with. Letting go and moving on are thing that aren't easy. but there's no
short cut. we have to undergo its processes for us to grow a more mature and
stronger person...a better US).
♥♥♥
"The Art Of Letting Go Lyrics"
OOOOOOHhhhhhhhhh
Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I've held them till I'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I'd keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.
Try to say it's over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can't set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more
Wish I could open up that door
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go
Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through
the pain of one more day
Without you
Where do I start, to live my life alone?
I guess I'm learning, only learning,
Learning the art of letting go.
ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
IS IT OVER
sometimes the art of letting go opens a door to realize how much you still care for
that person. but the saddest part of that is, you let go not because you wanted
to but because he wants you too. and theres nothing you can do,
but to grant that wish..:(
IS IT OVER LYRICS:
Lately, you and I haven't been talking
Lately, you and I were not connecting for real
You seem so far away distant and lost in a haze
Lately I've been doing much thinking
Wondrin' if it's a phase that you're going through
My love is here to stay but you are drifiting away
[Chorus]
Tell me
Is it over now
Between you and me
Is it time to let go now
And set our hearts free
Is it over now
Between you and me
If love's gone away
Baby please just tell me
Forever, didn't we promise we'd stay
Never, to go on our sep'rate ways
I need to hear you say this is the end of our days
[repeat Chorus]
Tell me
Is it over now
Between you and me
Is it time to let go now
And set our hearts free
Is it over now
Between you and me
If love's gone away
If your heart's flown away
If love's gone away
Baby please just tell me
I FALL ALL OVER AGAIN
what you said is very true. at first it is so overwhelming,
the pain is so drowning. but as soon as you get over it, a different,
stronger person comes out... and looking back, you're glad it happened.
♥♥♥
no matter how hard,how hurt we feel we always wanted to fall over again.
we choose to feel the pain in so many times rather lose the one we love.
♥♥♥
when something is over,it can never start again.when its broken,
you can never put back the pieces again. life is not the way you want it to be.
♥♥♥
deleting someone's memories from our mind is easy.
but erasing in our hearts the mark of that someone that we used to love is another
story. the mind remembers the pains. but the heart remembers the joys of loving &
being loved and it shall stay forever.
♥♥♥
I Fall All Over Again Lyrics:
I can’t belive we met like this
Is it just coincidence
I had a feeling I’d be seeing you again
Your every bit as beautiful as the last time we met
When you told me, you were leaving, and going back to him
How I wish that I could tell you, it’s all in the past
But I was never good at lying, and baby since you asked
I don’t want to hear that song again from the night we first met
I don’t want to hear you wispering, things I’d rather forget
I don’t want to look into your eyes, cause you know what happens next
We’ll be making love and than
I fall all over again.
I can’t begin to tell you, just how sorry I am
That the man you built your dreams around, just broke your heart again
I think I know the feeling
Cause I once loved you so much
That I swore I’d rather die than live a day without your touch
If I held you in my arms you know, I’d never let you go
But this ain’t the time or place to get emotional
I don’t want to hear that song again, from the night we first met
I don’t want to hear you wispering, things I’d rather forget
I don’t want to look into your eyes, cause you know what happens next
We’ll be making love and than
I’d fall all over again
I was crying when you kissed me
Than you walked out that door,
Ohhh
You were always sucha mystery
I still dream we’re making love
Than I stop myself because
I don’t want to hear that song again, from the night we first met
I don’t want to hear you whispering, things I’d rather forget
I don’t want to look into your eyes cause you know what happens next
We’ll be making love and than
I’d fall all over again
I fall all over again
I LOVE YOU, GOODBYE
it's hard to say goodbye to the man you've treasured a lot.
but you can never teach a man to love you the way you want to be love.
losing him is a reason. happiness is a choice.
time will come that all wounds will be healed...and all pains will gone.
i realized those pains that passed by and my world should not go through around you
because life is so short and the promises that we kept are really made to be
broken....
I LOVE YOU, GOODBYE LYRICS:
Wish I could be the one
the one who could give you love
The kind of a love you really need
Wish I could say to you
that I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me...
*You need someone,
willing to give the heart and soul to you,
Promise you forever...
But baby that's something I can't do...
CHORUS:
Oh, I could say that I'll be all you need but that would be a lie
I know I'll only hurt you, I know I'll only make you cry.. I'm not the one you're
needing... I LOVE YOU GOODBYE...
I hope someday you can
find some way to understand,
I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart, I know,
This is the kindest thing to do...
*Can't find someone,
who'll be the one that I could never be,
And give you something better...
Than the love you find with me...
(Repeat CHORUS)
BRIDGE:
Leaving someone
when you love someone,
It is the hardest thing to do...
When you love someone,
as much as I love you...
Oh I don't wanna leave you,
Baby it tears me up inside...
But i'll never be the one you're needing...
I LOVE YOU GOODBYE....
CODA:
Baby, It's never gonna work out...
I LOVE YOU GOODBYE....
BESTFRIENDS
in times of JOY and GLADNESS.
in times of GRIEF and SADNESS.
TRUE FRIENDS string along your way.
they brighten life everyday.
rare friends with FAITHFUL HEARTS.
rare are they with HELPFUL HANDS.
TRUE FRIENDS are hard to find, indeed.
they who come in times of need.
FRIENDS that come, they will go.
but OLD FRIENDS are BETTER than new.
they are already seasoned.tasted to be FAITHFUL and TRUE.
TIME
To realize the value of ONE YEAR.
Ask a student who has failed his final exam.
To realize the value of ONE MONTH.
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.
To realize the value of ONE WEEK.
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize the value of ONE DAY.
Ask a daily wage laborer who has ten kids to feed.
To realize the value of ONE HOUR.
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realize the value of ONE MINUTE.
Ask a person who has missed the train.
To realize the value of ONE SECOND.
Ask a person who has survived an accident.
To realize the value of ONE MILLISECOND.
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.
Tomorrow is never guaranteed.
Treasure and cherish every moment you have!!
SHE
you may not be her first, her last or her only.
she loved before,she may love again.but if she loves you now,
what else matters?
she's not perfect-you aren't either.
and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh,
cause you to think twice and admit to being human and making mistakes.
hold onto her and give the best that you can.
she may not be thinking of you every second of the day
but she will give you a part of her that she knows she can break - her heart.
so don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze
and don't expect more than she can give.
smile when she makes you happy.
let her know when she makes you mad. and miss her when she's not there.
A CLEVER DOG
A butcher watching over his shop is really surprised when he saw a dog coming inside the shop.
He shoos him away but later the dog is back again. So he goes over to the dog and notices he has a note on
his mouth. He takes the note and it reads, "Can i have 1 sauceges and a leg of lamb, please?" the dog has
money in his mouth as well. the butcher looks inside and look and behold, there is a ten dollar note there.
So he takes the money and puts the sauceges and lamb in the bag, placing it in the dogs mouth.
The butcher is so impressed. And since its about closing time, he decides to shut up the shop and follow the
dog. So off he goes. the dog is walking down the street when he comes to a level crossing.
The dog puts down the bag, jumps up and press the button. Then he waits patiently, bag in mouth, for the lights
to turn. They do and he walks across the road with the butcher following him. The dog then comes to a bus
stop and start looking at timetable. The butcher is in awe at this stage.
The dog checks at the time and then sits on one of the seats provided. Along comes a bus, the dog walks
around to the front, looks at the number and goes back to his seat. Another bus comes. again, the dog
goes and loos at the number, notices it's the right bus and climbs on. The butcher by now, open mouthed
follows him into the bus. The bus travels through the town and out into the suburbs. The dog looking at the
scenery. eventually he gets up and moves to the front of the bus. he stands on the back paws and pushes the
button to stop the bu. Then he goes off, is groceries still in is mouth. Well, dog and butcher are walking along
the road and then the dog turns into a house. He walks up the path, takes a big run and throw himself against
the door. He goes back down the path, runs up to the door again and throw himself against it.
There's no answer at the house, so the dog goes back the path, jumps up on an narrow wall and walks along
the perimeter of the garden. He gets to the window and beats his head against it several times, walks back,
jump off and waits at the door. The butcher watches as a big guy opens the door and start abusing the dog,
kicking him and punching him and swearing at him. The butcher runs up and stops the guy. "what in heavens
name are you doing? The dog is a genius. He could be on TV for the life of me!"
To which the guy responds: "you call this clever? This is the second time this week that this stupid dog has
forgotten his key!"
REFLECTION:
Looks like some people will never be satisfied with what they have....
ONE PIECE FAMOUS LINES / QUOTES
We shouldn't worry about being able to achieve our dreams, as long as we have the
desire to do it! ~ Coby
♥♥♥
When a guy gets flustered because someone calls him weak, it's proof that he
recognizes he IS weak. Let the outcome determine the weak and the strong."
~ Don Krieg
♥♥♥
History may reoccur, but humans could never go back to the past.
~Nico Robin
♥♥♥
Your honor isn´t worth your life
~ RedHair Shanks
♥♥♥
When I decided to follow my dream I had already discarded my life.
~Roronoa Zoro
♥♥♥
Being Alone Hurts worse than pain
~Luffy
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When do you think people die? When they are shot through the heart by the bullet of
a pistol? No. When they are ravaged by an incurable disease? No. When they drink a
soup made from a poisonous mushroom!? No! It's when... they are forgotten.
~ Dr. Hiriluk
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People don't fear god, fear itself is god.
~Enel
♥♥♥
Weakness is a sin.
~Crocodile
♥♥♥
Inherited Will, the Destiny of the Age, the Dreams of its People. As long as people
continue to pursue the meaning of freedom, these things will never cease.
~ Gol D. Roger
♥♥♥
A Sword that can cut anything is not a sword.
A Sword that can cut nothing can cut anything.
~Koshiro, Roronoa Zoro's teacher
♥♥♥
DYING IS NOT REPAYING A DEBT!!! THAT'S NOT WHAT HE SAVED YOU FOR!!! ONLY WEAK MEN
WOULD DIE AFTER SOMEONE SPARED THEIR LIVES!!!
~Monkey D. Luffy
♥♥♥
Sogeking: Do you want to know where the Island of Snipers is?
Chopper and Luffy: Yes! Where?
Sogeking: ......In your heart
♥♥♥
Just shut up with your god crap, already!!! What kind of GOD.
CAN'T SAVE A SINGLE DAMN THING??!!
~Monkey D. Luffy
♥♥♥
I've been traveling this sea for so many years...However, me being a skeleton and
having no shadow are two unrelated matters.
~Brooke
♥♥♥
You may be alone at this moment. but someday you'll find your own nakama
nakama that will protect you. no one is born in this world being completely ALONE.
~Saulo
♥♥♥
When you are happy, LAUGH. which also means that if you laugh, you'll become HAPPY.
~ Saulo
♥♥♥
They say your very existence is a crime, but no matter what weapon you hold that
alone is never a crime. IT'S NEVER A CRIME TO EXIST.
~Franky
♥♥♥
Why did he smile...? Why? Did he know he would be saved? No. In that instant, he
must have understood that his life was going to end. Death. He accepted it. He was
fully prepared for it and smiled.
~Smoker
♥♥♥
You think risking your own life is enough? Try risking our lives along with yours!
WE'RE YOUR FRIENDS!
~Luffy
♥♥♥
I'm always afraid that if i run. i'll leave sometjing important from behind.
~Fire Fist Ace
♥♥♥
When your friend is having a hard time. You should be there for him.
~Usopp
♥♥♥
Maybe nothing in this world happens by accident. As everything happens for a reason, our destiny slowly takes form.
~Rayleigh
♥♥♥
The Good Side of PAIN
Usually, when we get hurt, pain becomes the reason why we refuse to accept some
reality in life. But why don't we try to accept pain finding the reason why we have
to accept it. Since you are emotionally wounded and your heart is close for any
deals, it now turns for your mind to dictate the good side of being hurt.
heartache which give the assurance that we know how to love and that we are human.
And yet it s true that pain make your world stop turning and have the power to turn
your life into black and gray. This heartache is also the reason to prove that you
can move on. It is also give you the strength to FIGHT and STAND ON what you
believe in. As what they always said, "the more you get hurt, the ore you get
brave." And the best thing in this pain can do for you is to use it as an stepping
stone to reach our goal and dreams in life.
It just that we get hurt because we are real human and when pain knocks at you, let
your mind run to getting out of pain so easy.
MY EDITED PHOTOS
DETECTIVE CONAN FAMOUS LINES / QUOTES
"When you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable must be the truth."
- Shinichi Kudo / Sherlock Holmes
♥♥♥
A logical mind isn't needed, right?"- episode 345
♥♥♥
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you should not use it as a excuse to murder someone" -Mouri Ran
♥♥♥
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to stop them from committing suicide is no better than a murderer himself."- Shinichi Kudo
♥♥♥
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all this time, i've been breaking her heart by keeping her wait yet i can't still appear before her eyes.
i never want to see her cry anymore. even if it means i no longer exist in her heart. how immature of me, right?"
-- SHINICHI KUDOU
♥♥♥
and there are times when you were finally here but disappear unexpectedly.
every time... every time... always, always, leaving me behind alone.
what do you think i am? i love you shinichi!" -- RAN MOURI
♥♥♥
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WORDS ARE LIKE SWORDS. IF YOU USE THEM THE WRONG WAY. THEY'LL TURN INTO AN UGLY WEAPONS.
-EDOGAWA CONAN
Sariling Likha
ng hindi nasususklian o ang nagmamahal kahit nasasaktan. ang magparaya ngunit
hindi nagpatawad ay kasinungalingan. magpatawadat magparaya. upang kapanatagan ng
loob ay makamtan
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sa bawat relasyon, karaniwang dahilan ng pag-hihiwalay ay may pagkukulang ang isa.
pero kung iisipin natin. may kulang ba tlaga o tayo lang ang nag-iisip na may
kulang sa binibigay niyang pagmamahal? dahil kung kuntento ka sa pagmamahal niya.
hindi mo iisipin na may kulang
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isa sa pinakamasakit na pakiramdam sa mundo ay yung nararamdaman mong hindi ka na
niya mahal pero hindi niya masabi sayo dahil wala kang gingawang masama.
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sbi nila kapag pinili niya na maging magkaibigan na lang kayo.
pinili lang niya kung saan kayo mas tatagal. tama! magtatagal kayo pero alam mong
hindi yun ang gusto ng puso mo. kahit gaanu pa kayo katalik na magkaibigan. iba
ang kaibigan habang buhay kaysa sa minamahal ng buong buhay.
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matapos mong iwan. ng walang pasabi. ngayon nagbabalik ka at binibgay ang
pagmamahal na dati'y hndi mo mabigay. pero ngiti na lamang ang maiiganti ko. ngiti
ng pag-unawa sapagkat naiintindihan ko ang nararamdaman mo. kaya ang tanging
hiling mo na lamang ay isang yakap at tuluyan kang lumayo. dahil sino ka nga ba
naman....... para pigilin pa akong lumigaya?? yan ang tinatawag na KARMA!!
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ganun pla tlga.. khit anong gawin mong pagkumbinsi sa sarili mo na kontento ka nsa
sitwasyon mo.na masaya ka na. dadating at dadating pa din yung oras na malulungkot
ka at mararamdaman mong may kulang pala talaga sa buhay mo.
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hindi na nga natin makuha ang pagmamahal na nais natin. nagpatawad ka na nga at
nagparaya. simpleng pasasalamat na lang hindi pa din nila mabigay. love isn't
fair. it never was!
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mas ok na yung dahan dahan. na unti unti din nawawala ang sakit. kaysa sa bglaan.
na hindi mo npaghandaan kung paanu iindahin ang sakit.
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pagsisisihan mo na lang ba ang mga nangyari sayong buhay? o gagawin mo itong daan
upang maging tama ang mga susunod mong desisyon?
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kung nasaktan ka at hindi makaahon sa pagkalugmok at sobrang kalungkutan. hindi mo
naman kailangan pilitin ang sarili mo o sundin ang sinasabe ng ibang tao na dapat
mong gawin upang matanggap mo ang katotohanan. bigyan mo ng oras ang sarili mo na
makapag-isip. at dadating ang oras na mararamdaman mo na lang na handa ka na pala
na tanggapin ang lahat at ng mas maluwag sa dibdib.
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hindi mo man ako napanindigan hanngang sa huli. nagpapasalamat pa din ako dahil
alam kong buong puso mo pdin ngampanan ang tungkulin mo kahit hindi umabot
hanggang sa huli. siguro hanggang doon lang talaga
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sabi nila pahalagahan natin ang mga bagay na nakapaligid sayo at kung anung mayron
tayo dahil hindi natin alam kung hanggan kailan ito tatagal sa atin, pero bkit
ganon? pinahalagahan ko naman ang kung anung mayron ako. sobra sobra pa. pero sa
bandang huli ako pa rin ang nawalan at nasaktan
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nakakalungkot isipin na sa tagal ng pinagsamahan nio.. ikaw lang pala ang umaasa
na magtatagal kayo hanggang sa huli.. na hindi pala siya handang panindigan ka
hanggang sa huli.
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ayoko humingi ng payo sa kahit kanino. dahil alam kong hindi ko rin sila
pakikinggan. ayokong marinig ang masakit na katotohanan galing sa kanila. mas
gugustuhin kong mag-isa at manahimik at unti unting umaahon sa pagkasawi. dahil
alam kong darating din yung oras na makakaya kong harapin ang katotohanan ng mas
maluwag sa aking dibdib.
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sana sabihin mo sa akin kung hanggang saan lang ako dapat lumugar sayo. kung
hanggang kailan lang dapat ako umasa. dahil habang tumatagal. hindi ko na alam
kung ano ang limitasyon ng nararamdaman ko para sayo. ayokong lumalim pa ito.
dahil kapag lumalim pa ito. magkakaroon lang ng dahilan para ako'y umasa at para
masaktang muli.



























