MY HEARTS' VOIX

i know that someday i'll get used to the fact that were not together anymore. and maybe we wont ever again.


i know that love will never leave.


there are so many precious moments and wonderful times to ever try to forget.


and i just want you to know that i will always remember that for the rest of my days.
 
how you helped me find some... happiness and some truths and how you opened some beautiful doors.

i'll never forget how good it was to share a part of my life with you.

i'll never forget the loved that i shared with you.

you came to me by surprise and i surely never ever forget that. thank you for letting me in in your life.

THANK YOU!!!

im here alone in a corner. in a place whereonly darkness is you could see. no one is here. no one wants to be with me.

i am longing for someone. someone who would be willing to stay with me. somone who would be mine for a lifetime. and will accept me for who i was.

i am seeking for love. love that will make me feel happy and contented. happines that i could've never imagine that i will feel. contented that i will never wish to end.

i am craving for unconditional care. a care that i will never expect to be given to me. a care that i'd love to be felt everytime. a care that i will feel through my heart.

until now, i am still longing, seeking and craving for that kind of love, happiness, acceptance and care. but then, it never come to me. im tired. and all i can do is to ask myself. until when will i have to hope and expect?

-06-12-10-
-20:08-
by: jjen

It was 27th day of February when we went to Baguio. I was just invited with my friend's sister named Jasmine because they already bought the ticket but one of their friend back out to come along. So i am the one that they invited. From Batangas, we travel around eight in the morning that day to Manila to meet Ate Jasmines' friends that will come along with us. Twelve in the afternoon when we arrived at Victory Liners terminal and we just have one hour to take our lunch before our trip to Baguio. When we're all done eating, we took our way there. It took almost seven hours and we are there! Ate Jasmine had a friend there who fetched us in the terminal to guide us to see the transient house where we're going to stay in two nights and two days. Our trip was very tiring that's why we decided to take a rest after we ate our dinner. We woke up exactly four in the morning so that we could visit many places. It was so cold and we don't have hot water to take a bath but we dont have any choice but to take a bath with very cold water. After we survived in that, our first stop was Burnham Park. It was nice there because you can see a lot of people. Some are olds that taking there daily exercise, some are just like us that visits there to see the beauty of Baguio and a lot of vendors because it's there celebration of Flower Festival the next day. We tried also their special "strawberry taho". And we really enjoyed its sweetness. I just noticed that they sell "strawberry taho" eventhough its already afternoon and evening.
As we walked along there, we also tooked some pictures in every step that we take. Then we ate our lunch first before we go to our next stop, the Mines View Park. We have to ride before we could go there. We decided to go there because it was near with the other parks not like the PMA. Before we enter the Mines View Park, we bought a lot of souvenirs and "pasalubongs" that we could bring home. The prices are very cheap that's why we bought a lot of things and food. And then, we straight ahead in Mines View Park. There are also a lot of people. We also took pictures with the custumes of igorots clothes, with the pink horse and the biggest dog in the Philippines. And our last stop for that day was The Mansion. We're not allow to enter the building that's why we just look far from the front of the The Mansion. After a very long and tiring day, we went home to rest.
We woke up early again and take a bath with very very cold water again. Then we straight ahead in Session Road where the parade will going to start. It was hard for us to find a nice place because people are there already. Some of them slept there last night just to have nice place to watch the parade. Then the parade started. We saw a lot of floats with diffrent styles and themes but is was all made of different flowers. There are also many celebreties. It was so fun. After the parade we attended the mass in the nearest church in that street. Then we went also in Lourdes Groto. There, we prayed that we had a very fun and nice visit and we wished to visit there again some other time. Then we went home to packed are things and ready ourselves to travel again back here in Batangas.

Our Memories in City of Pines

My peers and family call me "Jen" and I'm also comfortable with that name.
I'm a shy type of person but once you got the chance to get along with me, you'll know what i'm talking about. Start up the conversation and and i'll be the one to continue, whether with sense or not? no problem, i can ride on it. They say that I'm bubbly but in a nice way.
I believe that i should be mature enough to control some things and handle some tough situations right.
I dont believe in the saying " First impression last." You cant just judge other people with what you only see physically. It is the way you know people well as time goes by that you're together.
I'm a good listener.
I can't say that I'm a good friend but i love my friends even though it's not really seen because I'm not expressive person.
I'm just happy everytime someone trust me with their tough secrets and share their different situations and i assure myself to hide it with all my might.
I am adventorous person. I want to go along with my friends and travel in other places that we really dont know. For me, it is really exciting and very nice experience.
I love music and songs that have meaningful lyrics.
I love green.! i dont why but i just really like it.
I hate LEAVING and GOODBYES. I just dont like the feeling of being alone and lonely.
I haven't really experience life. I believe that life is incomplete when love is absent and I am not yet whole complete due to this. I am a person of dignity, integrity and honor. As a being of these traits, the person I shall love forever is that who will be my treasure, one that I shall place on my pedestal, not to be worshipped but adored. One to be loved, not to be abused in all terms of other people personality. One to be a part of myself, a part of personality but not as the extent of my wholeness. And lastly, one whom I shall love with all my heart as long as I exist.